:WARNING: PLanning a wedding may cause dizziness, sleep crimes, and sexual nightmares

So lately I have had the urge to pull out my hair. Mainly due to the fact that I find myself with a lot of time on my hands but unfortunately I cannot do much. Some of the appointments I want to make I cannot make till the new year. So I sit around waiting till the clock hits 2009 so that I can call and schedule an appointment. There is so much that you really can't help but wait till the last minute to do. Hank and the boys are lucky. I called the tux place to schedule a fitting and they were like you should wait till a month before the wedding. Seriously. A month. Where I have to schedule my fitting in February just to insure that all the alterations are made in time. Crazy, the men do none of the work and reap all the rewards ....bah.

So i sit here planning a way in my head waiting for the next appointment to roll around and hoping I have all my shit together in six months. Six months. That is all that is left folks ..well and two days. Christmas and Thanksgiving are right around the corner and so is my 25th birthday. 25...I feel older than that though. Hank and I also celebrate 7 years in March. It really doesn't feel like that long either but it has been.

A Tad Frustrated

Okay so I thought we finally found a baker. Two weeks after the appointment I can't get anyone at the shop to return my damn call. I broke down and even tried to communicate via email today. Sucks. I am not going to hire you if I can't even get you to pick up the damn phone so that I can hire you. Looks like I might be tasting even MORE cake .....which isn't helping me loose weight.

On that note, I have been working out furiously for the past month and I think it is paying off. Hopefully by the wedding I can shed about 15-20 pounds more. I know that sounds excessive but I am building a lot of muscle too so my goal is not to be a leaf but I just want to be fit you know it is about time.

What else? The wedding is getting very close. 6 months is going to fly by, I just know it. I just hope when the big day does come I have all my ducks in a row and it will be smooth sailing. I Only get one day so I intend to enjoy it.